hello I'm 52 RLS is my shadow it dictates my world ,this is really hard to write as I don't know the words to explain , I have the inherent RLS my mam and nearly all her sisters suffer with it if varying degrees I have it severely , i live alone thankfully so I don't have to explain to anyone why I have to keep moving why I feel so desperate at times I end up smashing a hammer into my legs to make them hurt for a different reason to make my mind go to a another pain ,RLS is my enemy that comes every night I'm past crying I'd love to be able to just lie down and sleep , I don't know what that would feel like? RLS is my life it effects everything every aspect of my life , I have medication sometimes it works sometimes not I'm so tired of it really really tired.